I'm feeling the need to write a blog again. I know it has been
some time since I had last written, but this time, I need to step up onto my
proverbial soapbox and rant for a bit. I suppose there are many things that
inspire such a rant, but this time... I have been biting my tongue on the
subject for quite a while. So many of my friends have been talking about the
"need" to be married, and even more of my friends are getting married
or have recently been married. Before I get ahead of myself, let me preface these
thoughts by saying this: If you are reading this and are one of those friends,
I celebrate and rejoice with you! There is almost nothing I love more than
weddings! Especially when the couple has had a healthy relationship for a while
and God has been the central focus. What a truly amazing gift that God has
given you! I am a big fan of the sacred beauty that comes along with that
calling to be a husband or a wife, which generally leads to becoming fathers
and mothers. Neither am I anti-dating. I believe that two individuals should
get excited about each other before marriage and spend time discovering each
other for who they are as people, with their personality, their dreams, their
desires, their fears.... Relationships are a part of God's heart and purpose
for our lives to be sure. Those that know me know that I am a deeply relational
person, and encourage healthy companionship and unity among individuals.
However, I fear that it is becoming sort
of a game for many Christians where marriage is the end goal. Most of my
friends are right at the age where traditionally speaking the next milestone of
your life is finding a spouse and starting a family. So why not seek to check
that off of our "to do lists" of our lives? The main reason for this
rant is that it seems that so many of the people in the Christian circles I know
have made marriage an idol. It breaks my heart when I see the Facebook posts
directed "to my future wife/husband" or the comments of "we're
all lonely, we just need companions." Perhaps my favorite may be, "we
are getting old, what are we doing with our lives?"
Dear friends, readers, when we have made
marriage into anything other an act by which we are willing to lay down our
lives and die to ourselves in order to give the lost and broken world around us
a picture of Christ's love for us.... then we have no business thinking about
marriage. I mean, sure- go ahead, think about it all you want. Far more often
than not, that breeds discontentment and possibly bitterness when it doesn't
happen when and how we think it should. Let's say there is the chance that you do get
married, and have not yet fully grasped the true purpose of marriage, then what? Then we are
only setting ourselves up for a really difficult road, often including disappointment
and heartache. Not only for ourselves, but for the other person involved.
Perhaps even, dare I say it? - The friends and family that have been walking
through that process with you. It is not something to be taken lightly.
As Ephesians 5 lays it out,
"Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ loved the church and gave
Himself up for her to make her holy, cleansing her by the washing with water
through the word, and to present her to Himself as a radiant church, without
stain or wrinkle or any other blemish, but holy and blameless. In the same way,
husbands ought to love their wives as their own bodies. He who loves his wife
loves himself. After all, no one ever hated their own body, but they feed and
care for their body, just as Christ does the church- for we are members of his
body. 'For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be united to
his wife, and the two will become one flesh.' This is a profound mystery- but I
am talking about Christ and the church. However, each of you also must love his
wife as he loves himself, and the wife must respect her husband"
(Ephesians 5:25-33).
God willing, when the day comes for you to
be married, let your love be put on display just as Christ's love is
continually being displayed through us, more so through the union of two souls.
Maybe that day has already come for you. Again, I celebrate that gift with you!
Please, hear me, try not to lord that over your fellow brothers and sisters,
like our dear Lydia in Pride and Prejudice (for those who have read it or seen
the movie). As well-meaning as you think you may be, it causes far more damage
than I think we ever realize. "Harmless" matchmaking or jests at the
single status only feed into the vicious cycle of discontentment, insecurities
and pain. It often will push our brothers and sisters away from their true
identities as individuals and their place in Christ when those relationships
rarely ever seem to follow through. I know firsthand, this can breed deep
insecurities, as if we are damaged goods that no one would want to be with.
There is little else within the body of Christ that Satan wields with impunity,
because we as believers have accepted it as having little consequence. I get
it, it's adorable! For the sake of those you love... be careful how you help
them or give advice. The truth is that if we as individuals cannot feel whole
as single people, satisfied in God first and foremost, then we will not be
complete when we bring someone else into the picture. I do understand that
marriage is meant to be two imperfect people learning to love one another
perfectly. As it should be, we will get so much further when we first understand
that Christ is our source and all things in our lives must flow from His grace. Marriage is the icing on the cake!
For my fellow single brothers and sisters:
anything worthwhile in life will take time and often requires fighting for
those things. Your future spouse is like a diamond that needs God to
take His time with, molding them into an amazing gift that we cherish and
treasure until "death do you part." If that is in fact a gift that God
wants to give you. If it is not, then trust and know that wherever He calls
you, if He gives you a purpose and the right people to love and encourage, who
in turn will also love and encourage you, then it too can be a tremendous
calling and gift to us. I have recently realized that all the things I am
afraid of in the future, are things that God is fully aware of and is shaping
and working everything out for our good. He knows our "needs" and
even our desires, and I fully believe He has a place for those things, all in
His perfect timing. God is preparing and shaping us too. I encourage you to make
the most of this time, chase after healing, pursue the ways that we too can be
that treasure. Our current relationships among our brothers and sisters should
help to prepare us as well, bearing in mind as psychologists and authors T.
Land and Paul David Tripp have so eloquently put it; "You have not become
who you are all by yourself, which is why relationships are so important. They
are inescapable and powerfully influential. The difficulty is that sin and
grace coexist in all of them. Sin gets in the way of what grace can do, while
grace covers what sin causes. Our relationships vividly display this dynamic
mixture of gold and dross."
As single individuals we must wait
patiently before the Lord, trusting in His timing and His preparation of our
hearts, bearing in mind as Christ mentions to His disciple in Luke 12:48,
"For to whom much is given, of him shall much be required: and to whom men
have committed much, of him they will ask more." Somewhere along the line,
it seems we have come to devalue our position as individuals in our single
status. We are at the prime of our lives, with more time and ability to focus
on God or on the dreams He has given us before being tied down. Again, not that
finding a person with whom to settle down with is wrong; just make sure you are
ready for that. Marriage by definition is sacrifice. The way our culture goes
about taunting the single, or making them out to be irresponsible, "player-like" people, has made it appear taboo. More like a curse. Dear readers... my
brothers and sisters, make sure you are ready for such a calling before
flippantly making light of where God has you. You are in this season for a reason.
Seek the Lord and find what He has for you, right where you’re at. Chances are,
you could be missing some of the greatest blessings of freedom and healing that
God has in store for you because we are too focused on what we don't have,
rather than praising Him for what He has already given. *Steps off.*